Life is so much better when you have someone to share problems, struggles, the good times. It is amazing to have someone to run to for comfort and for help. I found myself over the weekend. Due to that, I have a new outlook on life and a new attitude toward life. Sometimes it seems like this guy and I are perfect for each other. We fit together perfectly. I would really want to know what God has in store for my life and our relationship. He was asked last night by a close friend of his, if he believed in second chances. The friend was asking about passing up on a girl and then she moved away, wondering if there was a missed opportunity and if they would ever have a second chance. Well, I know it is true. There are second chances and third chances and fourth chances and even fifth chances. T(my guy) and I have experienced having the chance or opportunity and passed them up. But God kept giving them to us until we finally listened to him. If its something God has planned for your life, those chances will come. Just pay attention and notice them. Don't let them drag out for four years. God will keep giving the chances to you, just dont be blind. He has the plan for your life all layed out. Just like He has a plan for my life and for T's life. I have no idea what the plan for our lifes together. But only time will tell. And I am sure we both will be paying more close attention to that small quiet voice guiding us through life. Sometimes, I wish I had listed to the quiet voice instead of ignoring it and running away from it. But God did not want me to run away but wanted me to run toward T. I have learned a valuable lesson. Listen to God. :)

more later like always